Surfacing

The outside wounds are disappearing but look here; she said we needed to go deeper inside.  My physiology  is all off balance.  All those marks, are portals where my cells can supposedly purge the violence and nightmares come true that were forced upon them.  I try to make it happen through my own visualization- make it all go away.  I used to feel so hopeful in the goodness of the world.  I had a lot of faith.  I almost want to disappear.